I am Spiritual American Christian/Muslim Messiah 2

Due to Islam not wanting me, I am still Muslima,
I write what the Almighty God wants,
31 peoms have come truer all written by thy Heart,
Due to ancestor being shi ite an I died twice,
At age 12 an as adult saw the light felt love an acceptance therein,
Heard a voice say not my time yet, same voice I hear in my sleep,
Or during Prayers.

31 poems made me Miss Messiah,most of Islam believes I am evil,
Allah had said Muhammad is last messenger, also said God Alimghty only Judges them not true suppose to say all. I have been told what Allah says is Absolute.

I do not wish harm on people I have come to love an have respect for.