I cry for her

I Cry for her
‎Saturday, ‎November ‎27, ‎2010

Where do you turn when you're world has been turned upside down and there is no such thing as a smile all you are force to do is frown and be hurled to the bottom where you will forever feel like the ground.

How do you feel when the man that knew the number of hairs you have on your head to the exact height your nails grew every night, even well he might not always act right or have the same sight as you may like.

He was the best man I have ever know and you shared growth with. That man was the deff the cream of the crop and was the best anyone could ever try to cop in you all days.

and noone but my grandmother grasped a hold on him more than any of these of broads wanting him. My papa was interested he found his peace of mind and comfort for he seen in a woman I mostly resemble and he deff adored her

My grandfather was a provider, keeper, lover, husband, father, papa, and even God's son he went out his way to preach the word and make sure it was Known Whoa the day he took you from this earth How our family felt cursed.

And my grandmother the strongest woman I know herself was breaking down feeling like there was nowhere for her to go. I cried for me at first but when I got to the hospital and noticed my grandmother.

I had no clue to how selfish I was being in the first place. Yeah, I was losing a papa, father figure, and friend. But my grandma was losing half or her life and her ONLY true friend.

The pain my grandmother feels cant amount to her kids my fears or how his parents would've felt, For my grandma carried that man and his last name for 49years through sickness and in health.

My grandmother still continues to be the strongest woman I know for now she more stronger than before slowly but surely accepting God's plan, For my grandmother will soon be comforted and ok because she will forever be in God's hand....

-Pray for my Grandmother