I Love You

Every word spoken
the voices cut through the serenity
breaking like little crashing waves
let them stay in silence
and not ruin the moment

My head against your chest
I hear your heart beat softly
Your arms around my waist
You feel me breathe steadily
God I wish this would never end...

I look up at your eyes
looking back caring and deep
your lips meet mine
And for a time
I think I must be asleep
for this has to be a dream
this wonderful paradise
here with you
It can't be reality
reality is too ugly and brutal
to be capable of holding such a beautiful moment...
I feel your touch on the side of my face
your fingers in my hair
I wish this could last forever
I feel nothing but love for you right now...

Then before I know it
you have to leave
you say it's time for you to go
I hug you and you hold me close
and your lips meet mine one last time
until i get to see you again

Then you say those words
That send butterflies through my body
every time you whisper them sweetly
"I love you" you say
"I love you too" I reply
and how I mean every letter...

Then you have to leave
You take a piece of me with you
as we part ways
and already miss you
already anticipating the next time we'll meet
waiting eagerly for a chance
to see you

I probably sound desperate
But I cant help it... because...
I havnt been happy for a really long time
If ever...

I havnt cut, I havnt cried
I feel whole again

I havnt been depressed...
I havnt been angry...
I havnt been suicidal...
But I have been happy
..for once.......