I opened my eye

I open my eyes to his Sun set
hard to Believe I got much fuckin time left
lookin back for the crew c that I'm left
no one else to stand beside me they all left
times change and a full one becomes and empty stage
sitting down with my notebook on a blank page
tryin to write down times of happy memories
im recalling the empty bottle of henisy
i'm at my dogs funeral reading of his eulogy
but I can't remember none they just won't come to me
reading whats on the paper but the shit seems fake to me
every time I think about or try to c his smiling face
I c me standing over u in you're closed grave.
every single day now times grave
it feels kinda like final destination save
for the fact that my sins will catch upon day

I open my eyes and there's tears their
it was only rage I couldn't feel fear their
they hit u my best friend and your Lil heir
Haven't we grown up just a Lil cuz
from have parties on the blocks
and stuffing blow to the bottom of our sock
when we walked in Skool man we were was so cool
but now Imma geek I don't even chill with with my Lil freaks
and u dog your Layin six feet deep beneath the grove streets
with you're blood stains spread across c c
but we still have our names in the grove streets

opened my eye to darkened skies
thinking of all the times we sole or we told lies
we did so many bids in our short lives
so many times these cursed beast had to lie
but the only times we ever stole was to survive
its so unfortunate our early lives
so many nights we stayed up and cried
it was only with you're help Tht I survived
and now I feel like its my fault u got killed
I shouldn't b there's one that's livin here
living peacefully surrounded by the luxuries
my only question is Why did god curse me
What is it that god only left me
to stand alone in this cold zone
I wish to b in heavin with u
at home.