I Promise I Wont

Theres so much thats been said and left undone for so many months
But I made a promise to these little angles that I wont say anything about the past
Because it would leave nothing but terrible hate or anger in their hearts And besides it brings a bad taste that I try not to remember

I promise I wouldnt change my decision even if I could or wanted to
And switch my answer into what it should
I wont say who laid in these arms before you had to leave
Because bringing it up makes it so hard to believe

Hard to believe that I had made these promises
That we would never had separate and end this show
I wont say not even one memory even if its bad or good of the years we had
I shouldve drank it all down before it went all bad

I wont never tell them I regret being addicted to your craziness
Because at some point, all of your ignorance truly was bliss

but I do promise that I erase you from my previous chapters
I'll be sure to include the heart aches, fights, and laughters
I wont say how I know exactly what pisses you off

I just cry at nights when I'm alone, admitting to the rest that I'm fine
I wont say how much my stomach hurts to the thought of you
Must be the taste of bad memories or because how much i used to love you

I promise my hearts not truly breaking, it just feels like it is
I don't think you'll find anyone who will care as much as i did
I wont say how painful it is when someone brings you up in conversation
I dont even throw good news in of you so I can save me from aggravation

I promise i never try to fake a smile when someone asked about you
Or try to put some good words in the conversation either
I dont care if someone wants put you down or let anyone know the truth
A promise is a promise and im keeping my promises!