Love to Hate

You will hate me before you love me
I guess that’s always how it goes
I give you no attention and let your desires grow
Into something you can’t manage to breakdown or even control
You will never escape it the bait is communication
I’ve been told by a past love not to lace them
But I see no frustration in commuting with no relations
She’s single, she’s married, she’s goes to church a lot
If God has set out the perfect girl for me
Then my life has been cursed a lot
Yet today I’m a lot different from my past ways
From charming for satisfaction to actually caring about affection