Not Better Than You

What was I thinking when we kissed?
I thought we wouldn’t be left so pissed.
Your words and all your trash has tired me
I’ve had enough of your stubborn brutality
My only regret now is letting you in so far
So, I must beat you out with a metallic bar

I’ll let your lies fall away like sand
May your people rejoice throughout the land
Let you forget all the love that I gave
So that my heart doesn’t entirely cave
I know that my days without you will be dark
Only at first, and then you’ll only be one more mark

I’m not saying that I’m better than you
Yet, I know that I never let you go blue
However, you insisted on saving your face
Now I’ll forget you. You won’t leave a trace
So go off and live in your ignorant bliss
You know you won’t get a farewell kiss

May your family forget my name soon
I’ll be like the shine of the night’s moon
I’ll touch your skin only a moment so slight
Which will be to expose the filth of the night
Then the sun will rise throughout the lands
Assuring you never again feel my small hands

My thoughts were foolish, young, and desperate
I wasn’t keeping wisdom and feelings separate
So, my heart felt the consequences of my idiocy
Now I realize you never took me seriously
You played with my emotions without remorse
And here’s the simple message I now endorse

May your houses burn to the ground
And your screams be clear and sound
Let Angels nod their head in shame to you
May destiny leave you nothing good to do
And should you be dyeing of boredom and misery
Consider it a historic piece of man’s moral victory

What you did to me was an unspeakable act
So, this is how I now lovingly do react
May fires lick at your hands in the night
And may your world fill with horrid fright
I’ll see you in hell’s beauty when I die
Seeing you suffer will make my heart fly

My screams in the dark and tears of heartbreak
Are a thing that destiny will personally take
Turn it over to the hands of time and insanity
They’ll hear my wish and treat you with brutality
The brutality that you felt nice to give me
Your tears will be lights in the dark I wish to see

Then you’re world will fall around you and leave you
Like Adolf Hitler you’ll be left cold and blue
You’ll want to commit suicide to end it all
You know that if you died I would be crushed and fall
So, may you live long and healthy, you heartless pig
For you broke my young heart like a fallen twig

I don’t have a mind to say I’m better than you
You should go live your life. Leave me here blue.
On the day of your wedding in twenty years
I have foreseen no hair will frame your ears
On the day you die I have foreseen in ninety years
The people will shed absolutely no tears

I won’t say that I’m better than you. We don’t compare
You took my young trust and turned it into a cruel snare
May your bridges burn and your moneys fall away
Once you come back to me begging forgiveness one day
I’ll look down at you and say the truth. I forgave you
Decades ago I forgave you. You only get what is due