What I want but cannot have

something new
Do I have the right?
There is one thing I want to do
Should this be in the sight?
There is something I need
Can I have it?
Bring me something I need to succeed
Are the new things allowed to fit?
I ask
I plead
Sometimes it make me wish I own a flask
Can you just go ahead and take the lead
I look out the window and think
Think about what I should get
Think so deep I may sink
I sit around and thinking of how I can pay your debt.

Change. What is change?
I won’t change and I won’t be your fool
I don’t understand why I can’t be me.
When I talk you look away which is so not cool.
Why don’t you turn and talk? Can you not see?
Two more years two more years.
What a mistake you made
How do you miss and not hear the tears?
Two more years two more years