THE RABBITS JUST A MONKEY IN DISGUISE

I promise you things never go away.I forget life in an endless haze.but it takes only a grain to bring it all crashing to the front of my mind like the death of a kitten to slow for the truck to miss.Sky high with the tears of regret.Snapping at the walls.Chewing at the chain so my teeth don't cut your skin.But you got to see it to believe it!we all got conned!Mother fuck the reason.I'm guna die.not the impending but pressure of living!

Theres a warm place inside my mind.But it moves around so its hard to find.If I'm lucky enough to asleep.I'll land inside to find some peace.

ARE YOU DOING THE SAME?THE LIGHT POURS THROUGH HAZE FROM THE FIRE PUT OUT BY THE RAIN.THE HEARTS ARE FAR APART,BUT THEY STILL BEAT THE SAME.LOOK INTO EACH OTHER,AND THEY STILL FEEL THE RAIN.BUT SOMETHING IN THEM STILL KEEPS THE TIME.THEY KNOW IF THEY WERE STILL CONNECTED THINGS WOULD BE FINE......I JUST WANT SOMETHING I CAN NEVER HAVE.

SOME TIMES I WANT TO CALL IT QUITS.CHEMICALY DULLED NERVES AND STRAINED WITS.LEFT AND WRONG.RIGHT AND BAD.RUNNING ON EMPTY.BUT NO PLACE TO REST OUT HERE.STOP RUNNING.BUT I WON'T LET IT CATCH UP.GUYDED MY THAUGHTS.AND CARVING UP EVERYONE AROUND.I DIDN'T WANT THIS.WISH I COULD END THIS.I WISH I COULD MAKE IT CLEAR FOR YOU.CUZ SOMETIMES I GET PISSED.BUT I HATE NO ONE.SORTING OUT WILE TRYING TO TELL YOU WHATS IMPORTANT.I GET FUCKED!
everything falls down a bit deeper.no matter how hard i try i can't… Continue

THE ONLY TIME WHEN I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS NORMAL IS WHEN I'M BEHIND THE KIT.CLOSE MY EYES,TIME STOPS AND IT ALL GOES AWAY.THE FACES ARE GONE.THE HATE SLIPS AWAY.IN THIS SONIC BUBBLE,I'M NOT UGLY,I'M NOT HATED,I'M NOT FAT,I'M NOT ME.TUMBLING THROUGH SPACE WITH EVERY ROLL.WITH EACH FILL I GET FASTER.BUT ITS SO QUIET.I DON'T HEAR A THING.HEART BEAT.BUT ITS NOT MINE.ALMOST LIKE ANOTHER BEAT IS BEATING WITH MY OWN.BUT IT ALL STARTS TO COME APPART AT THE SEEMS.THE ONCE SILENT MIND STARTS TO WAKE.AL… Continue