Anger/Free words

My blood pumps strong within my veins
Boiling hot fire spawned from the betrayal of you
Never have I met someone so misused and confused
Hell bent on the destruction of anything that shines
You want me to feel sorry, been there done that
Go ahead; march around with any missy you’d like
See if I give a flip, see if I don’t crack a smile
I never understood you anyways; I don’t care to pretend anymore
All I see now is a monster created from selfish greed and lust
Your hatred for yourself has been inflicted outwards
Upon anyone who dares to come close enough to love you
It’s comical how stupid I was to yearn to see something more
A husband, father, a soul-mate
You’re incapable of loving yourself let alone me
You are so starved for love you’ll look in any crack and crevasse
From the depths of darkness you’ll choose to give your soul
In the form of sex and breasts you’ll be no more
You’ve turned into something different
It has nothing to do with me anymore, it’s all you
I realized now my worth to you, as soon as you decided to say yes
I want nothing more to do with you, you just need to see
You’re not doing anyone favors by doing what you do
~Nichollette~