Confession of Betrayal

This is the confession of a girl betrayed

Spoken from the lips you kissed, the heart you didn’t hesitate to break

I’m guilty of a lot, but never for so much as loving you

When did you decide, without telling me, you weren’t going to see it through?

Our past is one you choose to see as dark and hated

I remember your promises, “you’ll never leave me” psht okay then

You left me, I waited

Staying true to us, never being unfaithful

Waiting

You gave your body to her, for what?

A poem? Words she drops like rain to trick lost souls?

You were ready to love anyone who wasn’t me weren’t you?

In a shabby hotel room, our bond together built was severed by your lust

You were my best friend, someone for me to trust

You’ve been replaced by something unrecognizable to even me

Me, the only person you truly let see

View me as poison, don't speak to me anymore

It’s probably best after what my mind forces me to dream

Nightmares really, your body and hers

Nasty, disgusting unions, kisses, and sweat

You giving her the commitment in which for me was meant

I suppose I sensed our sacred link broken

A stupid mistake on my part trying to replace it

Couldn’t even stomach it, let alone finish

I’ll tell you what you don’t deserve this kind of devotion

However now it will be easier to go through the motion

Now you have given me my heart’s haunted reminder

Burnt into my thoughts, is your betrayal of me

~Nichollette~ (For you)