Dizzy

Im ready for the next step if u got directions. Takin baby steps, doin lil sections. I need guidance can someone give me a compass. Yeah i go to school but im just roamin the campass. Barely breathin, barely thinkin, am i a zombie? No i cant be, my hearts still pumpin, im pretty sure im alive. Im just one bee in a big hive, but i know enough to survive. Goin in circles, wheres the exit? Can somebody find a way out? Haha no what am i talkin bout? No one hears my words, quiet like the loneliness at night. I walk aroun off balance like ive been drinkin. Barely alert like low battery security. Or rather, like a triple shift worker jus gettin home to more problems that deplete what energies left. Knock out right when you lay down... Ok, are you ready to walk straight?