Hard Adjustments

Everyone misses you like crazy,
It seem like everytime you keep coming our minds
Days and nights aren't the same with out you,
It's hard to believe it almost 4 years since you left this earth
Sometimes I wonder how would your mother adjust to life with out you,
With out your love and care.

maybe cause its hard o we afraid to let go,
Of everything we be made feeling inside.
Terrified to feel the hurt,
nothing else to do but cover our faces and hide.
Sometime we get the urgent to just scream deep down,
From the depths in our hearts.
don't want to crash,
Don't want to fall apart.
You left so much within everyone,
The color of your eyes.the way you would smile
Wonder if you hear our hurtful cries.
And everything you went through,
we are relive it everyday.
It happened to me, too,
But why won't it go away?
It's just not the same,
I miss your voice, the stupid faces you made.
Your loss has struck us all badly,
it's pulling us outta of our places.
So how am we expected to go,
To go on with out you here?
Because day by day we dying inside slowly,
Everything really did changed when
You left us all here
Not even one single goodbye
Not even a dip of a tear
It was over before you knew it!

R.I.P. Taishawn Bellevue 11/17/89 to 12/06/06... we miss you so much
TaiShawn.R.Bellevue life was cut short on Dec 6,2006. But we want to wish you a happy 21th Bdaii CUZZO!!!!