I'm Addicted

I’m addicted to this pleasure and curse
I know my girl is cheatin on me
But other things seem worst
Like the way I can’t break away from the urge or thirst
This time in my life I think I need God the most
Because when I wake up in the morning it’s what I want first
I can go broke a million times and still want more
I eat and sleep at my sister’s house my soul's so poor
They try to help me out but they don’t get very far
When I win it’s like I’m erasing my life scares
My mama see me looking so rear
But she’s still at my apartment because she really cares
And my brother gives me money not knowing I'll blow it all again
I’m addicted I’m addicted when will this stage of my life end

This poem was written base on a time of my life when I had a bad gambling addiction.