My Apathy

winds that chill the bone
only emphasize my alone
giving form to an emptiness
for which mercy cannot atone

my ego taunts the pain
while my spirit takes it in
feels like i've lost it all
just waiting for a win

can i begin again
clean slate start from scratch
no more empathy in me
only Myopathy-my apathy lasts

too cold to care
but too stubborn to die
all that's left now is my pulse
to prove i'm still alive

scars recount the tales
of the brutal battles fought
hemorrhaging leaks secrets
of the havoc love has wrought

I stand at a cross roads
lost in the seas of time
Lord I lost track, who's move
yours or mine?