Note to every man that has done me wrong </3
To every man that has done me wrong you have left your signature behind for me to have an everlasting impression of the deppresion with the abduction of my mind and soul that was kidnapped down a journey.
A journey full of heartach and being kept against my will for my mind said leave but my feet wouldnt budge, I tried so hard to hold a long enough grudge but its something about the domeanor of a man from his voice and being touched by his hands.
From the first Hello and frighten last goodbye that deep within I awaited this last cry, something i would rather stayed away from but always came to hunt me in the long run this battle cannot be won.
For i have fought it all my life, from cries to dady please dont leave us to me not being able to leave the wrong man, choosing the wrong head to lead me the woman to where i'm pose to spend the rest of enternity in...
How do you knock back a bad habbit, if your bad habbit is always in disguise and tend to have sweet eyes, and caring moments when it is laying its head on your thighs, from the first time he get you to smile to that last time he makes you cry
How do you knock a bad habbit if he has gotten to you so bad and your everday goal has became to please and give this man his every need, When he is seeming like he cares and on the same plane as you but its sumthing they always forget to tell me
There is an excape plan involved.... while I' m being wined and dined in first class with the dim lights on, he's going to the "bathroom" and gearing up the only parachute on this flight.
He comes in kisses on the forehead with some weak ass line about he need his space, than left me a tissue box to clean my face, said he'll return heard that before than he fell in to the
clouds I swear i hope he hit the damn floor.
Each and every time the story went a little like this, Me being left not even with a pot to piss, well thank you to every man thats played me this is the unemotional bitch you have made me...
-take a bow




11 29 2010.
--swaqq ! purely beautiful.
--swaqq ! purely beautiful. the bad habits ? yeahh qirl ; i feel you !