Overdose

I got a secret I have to admit
I have an addiction, eternally sick
Instead of tyin a slipknot round the neck
I escape the pain through this shit I inject
I guess I'm just a disturbed method man
With heiroglyphics on the walls I don't understand
It says all shall perish without a fighting chance
Maybe we should rise against and take a stance
A mobb deep in rage against the machine of what's to come
Like the revenge of the Nazareth Savage turned internally numb
Wait.. I forgot.. I'm a public enemy to society
Standing alone cuz I fuckin hate sobriety
Slowly forcing this needle in my vein
A common poison keepin me sane
An everlasting love in the atmosphere
For the beautiful sound that only I can hear
But there's a risk I might OD on this dope
So I ignore the shadow and become the regular citizen cope
Just tryin to qwel the thought that I'm an outkast
A monster in the eyes of others with demons in his past
I hear my mom yellin from 3 doors down at the top of her voice
Says I'm livin with an immortal technique and rehab's my last choice
Apparently I'm an ill nino that doesn't give a shit about his roots
My dad replies, "Don't waste your time, all he does is shoots"
Yeah.. but I don't care, I just try and hide the scar
Like a hint of night in the day is simply just a blackstar.
All it does is shinedown a smile in my eyes
Just me mos definately ready for my demise
Shit.. I went too far and took too much
My last memory, the last kiss and the last touch
So I hug death closer begging he'll take back his dark sun
He leaned in close and whispered, "What's done is done."
Atleast I'll die grinnin with my mangled body full of drugs and sin
Just a helpless audioslave addicted to the only thing that has love for him.

(used music artists for this one)