Simple B-TCH Moments =)

I tried so many times to fight temptation and not fall down the path of the typical woman,

For sharing I don't do, never did so why did I choose to share a man, a choice I made I'll never understand.

I knew before I entered the room what was to come, I expected to be neglected, But choose to accpet that.

Accepted being second, Occasionally having his attention but never his intellect or mental mind set, regardless if I gave him mine or not...yet.

I refrain myself from having what I call "Simple B-tch moments" Where I almost give him some money, Or drop everything I'm holding.

Just to accompany him, and place a smile on his face, And even well I refrained myself on numerous occasions not to have those "moments".

Without giving away my money, or time never did I realize the ENTIRE situation was simplicity at it's best, for I was giving my BEST to be less than what I was worth.

I might not gave him my money, I migh've restrained from dropping plans just to be touched by his hands, but the moment that my pant's became removable by his hands..

Thats where the "simple B-tch moments" began, Hickey's left on my body marked me, as If I belong to someone, noone would guess they were passion marks left by another woman's husband.

That I won't stunt to admit that I confused as mine on several events, Telling him my problems, laying my head on his chest, making his problem's mine to solve, word problems equations and all.

But is my lesson learned, No not at all, cause if it was this poem would
not have been inspired, But I'm smart enough to know the "simple B-tch moments" are only initiating, This is only round one.

Even though Imma fighter who doesn't like defeat, I am aware Im stepping in a ring with an opponent who is un able to be beat.

Cause unlike most "other women" Im aware he'll never leave her for me, no matter how many phone calls I receive or nuts he allows me to bust till I fall asleep,

Regardless of the amount of money he hands me, or times he take me out, nor events where he meets my mother, but I'm being sneaked out his house..

"simple B-tch Moments" Every female has em' that one man that gets your mind tangled up, and have yu convinced that this is how its' pose to be, even well I knew before I entered the room, how crowded it would be.

Steady trying to make room where I don't fit, broken promises that I knew wasnt gon exist, Hanging by a finger, Aware that I won't be caught but willing to let go and lose it all...

"simple B-tch Moments"