Why now?

Why now?
When I needed you before,
You suddenly yahoo me like it was before,
So much has happened in between those times,
Why now?

Why you think I was a joke?
When I spoke the truth, of what I was looking for.
Why do you wait until a few days ago,
Many emails sent you didn't write back.
Why now?

Your name is different as is your age,
The one I spiritually connected to,
couldn't be you, wrong place too.
Why now do you speak?

Why not before when I needed you?
You speak of love but you have not yet learned it,
Where is the Faith, you carried so proudly,
Gone like the breeze when you let me alone.

Why now?