About ekphill
- Gender
- Male
- Ethnic
- A Human Being
- Age
- 38
- Bio
Writer, Scholar, Martial Artist, Poet, etc.
I write everything. Whatever is on my heart comes through my pen. I do not limit myself to only write what I think. I write what I feel.
- Occupation
- Military Service & Screenwriter
Post a Status
Published by ekphill
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Chatting online with him made me happy.
It made me feel wanted to turn him on.
He sent me pictures of him wearing nothing.
His rippling muscles that made him look strong.
Tonight my parents left for a neighbor's party.
He chatted and asked if he could finally come through.
I must admit I desired to see him...
I wanted to put a voice to the body of my boo.
My desire made me invite him over.
My body and mind were curious to see.
My teenage mind ignored every single warning.
I was too late when he grabbed ahold of me.
I fought him from the moment he started.
He punched me hard in the face to stop my screams.
I begged and pleaded for him to stop...
He simply growled that he had his needs!I can see my parents crying...
My 14 year old body is covered while lying on the ground.
They will never know I died screaming for their help.
My life left me pleading with that sound.
I fear for all my friends that chat socially online.
I know they can all end up just like me.
A girl who's simple curiosity...
Helped a predator take away all she would ever be.© 2015 Eddie K. Phillips
Published: Oct 16 2015 - 8:43am -
Baby, I love you...
Those were the words I thought I said.
Maybe... I never said them, but I thought them inside my head.
I love you, even though I never showed it in the things I would do.
Maybe... I never showed it because I assumed you always knew.
I know now that I should have shown my love every single day.
Maybe... if I did, you would have never gone away.
I left you alone with evicted feelings and never offered you my hand.
I never considered your feelings or that our love would ever end.
Love is a reciprocal thing that takes two lovers to make it work.
Maybe...if I had shown more love you would've known what yours was worth.© 2015 Eddie K. Phillips
Published: Oct 12 2015 - 2:36pm -

We all have the capacity to hear the voice of the Lord
That tranquil voice of reason that says lay down your sword
Some call it conscious, the rationality to do what is right
Consciousness is of the mind, not a voice calling in the nightHis voice can reach you when you are mislaid in despair
It vibrates the compassion inside when you refuse to care
Conscious exists in the mind; it differs from day to day
Conscious thought is subjective and with age fades awayNo, the voice of God is eternal, it resounds over life's storm
A stentorian microphone saying, "You Are Not Alone!"
A miraculous wonder that we all have the ability to hear
Remove your conscious filter; God's voice can come in clear.© 2013 Eddie Phillips
Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:41am -
It seems that down in the land of cotton
Past lynchings and rapes have been forgotten
Flags wave proud as symbols of hate
Over Civil War graves of forgotten fates
Jails fill up with young black dreams
Racist bureaucrats still ignore their screamsWhile we look away, look away; from Dixie Land
Boldness grows at each passing season
Hateful traditions continue for no reason
Blacks run down because of inherited color
An ancient blood feud stirs anger white brothers
Gun stockpiles are filled by bigoted men
As they wait for a racial war to beginWhile we look away, look away; from Dixie Land
Conservative cries of democratic treason
Fox News stokes the fire of ignorant reason
There are separate proms and stupid illicit alibis
The black boogieman stalks the dances they cry
In truth miscegenation is their overall fear
They corrupt their daughters to keep them near
Blacks belong separate like the animals in the field
50 years after Birmingham and still they won't yieldWhile we look away, look away; from Dixie Land
A white girl boldly dresses in a confederate flag
She gets angry because the blacks get so mad
George Wallace's words are shown in her fervor
"Segregation now, tomorrow; and forever!"
History is forgotten and hope lies in repose
As the black death toll rises and everyone knows
Murdered black children are shot for causing strife
Still in Dixie there is no cost for the loss of black lifeWhile we all look away, look away; from Dixie Land
Confederate ghosts scream warnings of the Dixie long gone
Reminding us all about what comes from these wrongs:
Dixie! Sweet Dixie! We have been here before!
We gave up our lives but still you ignore!
Racism is a viper that eats at the soul
It swallows; it turns, as it devours you whole
Remember the lives shed in this land of cotton
The blood stained grounds that you have forgotten
Take down that flag and remember the South
Remember what sacrifice and glory is about
Trouble is rising and the Lord's judgment will stand...While you look away, look away; from Dixie Land
© 2013 Eddie Phillips
Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:38am -

I am not trying to possess you
I just want to be in your heart
Hold you when we are together
Anticipate you when we are apart
You are my ultimate aspiration
I don't seek meaningless passion
I just desire to gain your love
As we embrace when it happens
I want to love you without end
I want to be a part of your world
Embracing life as I breathe you in
When you let desire finally unfurl
Born out of a exquisite bouquet
You are a rare flower to find
No thorns to drive me away
I need your rose to be mine
No I don't seek to possess you
I just want you close to me
Frolicking in our passion
Two lovers who are meant to be© 2013 Eddie Phillips
Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:35am -

Nightly subconscious worries flutter in the dark
Whispers of financial ruin pull at my resting heart
Maniacal government poachers, are looking for the quick kill
Destroying innocent families, ignoring the blood they spill
Property values are in the toilet, gas prices tip the scales
Money is less and tighter; soon all our finances will failWhatever happened to brotherhood?
When we looked to give others a handWhatever happened to unity?
We held each other so we all could standI am simmering in my cauldron; my hope dies in the night
With little faith to stoke my fire; I feel I am losing the light
My children are hungry; I work hard but it’s never enough
Obama's program gave me a cell; it keeps my family in touch
Everyone is struggling; the countries dissidence is on the rise
It seems Congress no longer cares if any of us surviveYet, I will not lose my hope in God; he has kept us all this time
When prices go up and down he retains my peace of mind
Somewhere in the bible it says: The Just shall live by faith!"
I know this to be true; God has not taken us for sake
So if brotherhood is gone and no one will lend a hand
If the unity of man blows away like the fleeting sand
Lean on the word of God, it is stronger then any man
His mercy is dependable; with his power you can stand© 2013 Eddie Phillips
Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:27am -

I don't want to just survive
I want to rise up and thrive
I want to fly like a majestic eagle
I want to soar and feel alive
No mountain will be too high
No valley will be too deep
The depth won't steal my will
I will reascend to the highest peakNothing will tip me over
No calamity will knock me down
When my life is a circus
I will glide above the clowns
Survival is an anecdotal trick
It only teaches you to withstand
I want to be a over-comer
So I can rewrite the planNo! I never ever want to just survive
I want to revel in God's glory
I want to thrive and feel alive
I will never take easy shelter
I will soar above life's rain
Above the clouds lies sunshine
It lights the Heaven I seek to gain© 2013 Eddie Phillips
Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:24am -

They said Berry died...
I don't know how to feel inside
We rode together for over 2 years
We shared stories and our livesBerry wasn't anything special
To be honest, he was just like me
He was just a simple ordinary soldier
He believed in the land of the freeWhen things got bad he pushed me
Berry kept a lot of us alive
Yet, he said he wasn't a hero
He just wanted us all to surviveI carried his bloody body
I just wanted to get him back
I watched as Doc treated him
I saw all the wounds from the attackIt was Berry's third tour over here
Fighting in a cauldron of burning mess
Watching madmen kill half the populace
While we did our best to save the restI will miss my good friend Berry
Yet, I don't really have time to grieve
We are rolling again this morning
We have to chase down a few leadsEveryone is achingly quiet
The same thing is on all our minds
Maybe we will be like Berry
Shot down in our primeWe can't afford much time to think about it
There is still months left on our time
All we can do is watch each others back
Just like Berry once watched over mine.© 2013 Eddie Phillips
Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:21am -

You claim I get lost in the minutia
So I capitulate to the way that you feel
Then you discard the love I give freely
Without a price tag you claim it is not realYour love is flauntingly ostentatious
It is designed to show others that you care
I was beguiled by your false dissimulation
You show emotion only when others stareI have been living this lie of assimilation
I have settled for your superficial froth
While you claim I am blinded by the minutia
Searching in vain for a love that is lostI need to find something real and pivotal
I need a lover that will give me their all
So whether it’s minute or prodigious in value
They will offer real love when I call© 2013 Eddie Phillips
Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:17am -

In the nullifying non-quantitative
That is where my thoughts always lay
Lost to my perennial insentience
I stoically saunter through my dayI don't have all the answers
To be honest, I don't even care
I live moment to moment
I hardly notice time is thereI am content to be a nothing
Nothingness has no weight
My emptiness has no conscious
So I have no trepidation about fateNo, I am happy to just breathe
Soon that too will go away
I will pass away without a care
Devoid of anything to impede my way© 2013 Eddie Phillips
Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:11am
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Maybe... Monday, October 12, 2015 - 2:36pm |
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by ekphill Oct 17 2015 - 1:14pm |
| Poem |
ONLINE REGRETS Friday, October 16, 2015 - 8:43am |
by ekphill Oct 16 2015 - 8:43am |
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| Poem |
CHILDREN OF MEN Sunday, June 16, 2013 - 4:49pm |
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by Des Attwell Nov 5 2014 - 4:21am |
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THE VOICE OF GOD Sunday, June 1, 2014 - 6:41am |
by ekphill Jun 1 2014 - 6:41am |
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WHILE WE LOOK AWAY FROM DIXIE LAND Tuesday, June 3, 2014 - 2:23pm |
by ekphill Jun 1 2014 - 6:38am |
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LOVE NOT POSSESSION Sunday, June 1, 2014 - 6:35am |
by ekphill Jun 1 2014 - 6:35am |


















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