ekphill

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Writer, Scholar, Martial Artist, Poet, etc.

I write everything. Whatever is on my heart comes through my pen. I do not limit myself to only write what I think. I write what I feel.

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  • Chatting online with him made me happy.
    It made me feel wanted to turn him on.
    He sent me pictures of him wearing nothing. 
    His rippling muscles that made him look strong. 
    Tonight my parents left for a neighbor's party.
    He chatted and asked if he could finally come through.
    I must admit I desired to see him...
    I wanted to put a voice to the body of my boo.
    My desire made me invite him over.
    My body and mind were curious to see.
    My teenage mind ignored every single warning.
    I was too late when he grabbed ahold of me.
    I fought him from the moment he started.
    He punched me hard in the face to stop my screams.
    I begged and pleaded for him to stop...
    He simply growled that he had his needs!

    I can see my parents crying...
    My 14 year old body is covered while lying on the ground.
    They will never know I died screaming for their help.
    My life left me pleading with that sound.
    I fear for all my friends that chat socially online.
    I know they can all end up just like me.
    A girl who's simple curiosity...
    Helped a predator take away all she would ever be.

    © 2015 Eddie K. Phillips


    Published: Oct 16 2015 - 8:43am
  • Baby, I love you...
    Those were the words I thought I said.
    Maybe... I never said them, but I thought them inside my head.
    I love you, even though I never showed it in the things I would do.  
    Maybe... I never showed it because I assumed you always knew.
    I know now that I should have shown my love every single day.
    Maybe... if I did,  you would have never gone away.
    I left you alone with evicted feelings and never offered you my hand.
    I never considered your feelings or that our love would ever end.
    Love is a reciprocal thing that takes two lovers to make it work.
    Maybe...if I had shown more love you would've known what yours was worth.

    © 2015 Eddie K. Phillips


    Published: Oct 12 2015 - 2:36pm

    Comments: 2
  • We all have the capacity to hear the voice of the Lord
    That tranquil voice of reason that says lay down your sword
    Some call it conscious, the rationality to do what is right
    Consciousness is of the mind, not a voice calling in the night

    His voice can reach you when you are mislaid in despair
    It vibrates the compassion inside when you refuse to care
    Conscious exists in the mind; it differs from day to day
    Conscious thought is subjective and with age fades away

    No, the voice of God is eternal, it resounds over life's storm
    A stentorian microphone saying, "You Are Not Alone!"
    A miraculous wonder that we all have the ability to hear
    Remove your conscious filter; God's voice can come in clear.

    © 2013 Eddie Phillips


    Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:41am
  • It seems that down in the land of cotton  
    Past lynchings and rapes have been forgotten  
    Flags wave proud as symbols of hate
    Over Civil War graves of forgotten fates  
    Jails fill up with young black dreams  
    Racist bureaucrats still ignore their screams  

    While we look away, look away; from Dixie Land  

    Boldness grows at each passing season  
    Hateful traditions continue for no reason  
    Blacks run down because of inherited color  
    An ancient blood feud stirs anger white brothers  
    Gun stockpiles are filled by bigoted men  
    As they wait for a racial war to begin  

    While we look away, look away; from Dixie Land  

    Conservative cries of democratic treason  
    Fox News stokes the fire of ignorant reason  
    There are separate proms and stupid illicit alibis  
    The black boogieman stalks the dances they cry  
    In truth miscegenation is their overall fear  
    They corrupt their daughters to keep them near  
    Blacks belong separate like the animals in the field 
    50 years after Birmingham and still they won't yield  

    While we look away, look away; from Dixie Land  

    A white girl boldly dresses in a confederate flag
    She gets angry because the blacks get so mad  
    George Wallace's words are shown in her fervor  
    "Segregation now, tomorrow; and forever!"  
    History is forgotten and hope lies in repose  
    As the black death toll rises and everyone knows  
    Murdered black children are shot for causing strife 
    Still in Dixie there is no cost for the loss of black life  

    While we all look away, look away; from Dixie Land  

    Confederate ghosts scream warnings of the Dixie long gone  
    Reminding us all about what comes from these wrongs:  
    Dixie!  Sweet Dixie!  We have been here before!  
    We gave up our lives but still you ignore!  
    Racism is a viper that eats at the soul  
    It swallows; it turns, as it devours you whole  
    Remember the lives shed in this land of cotton  
    The blood stained grounds that you have forgotten  
    Take down that flag and remember the South  
    Remember what sacrifice and glory is about  
    Trouble is rising and the Lord's judgment will stand...

    While you look away, look away; from Dixie Land

    © 2013 Eddie Phillips


    Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:38am
  • I am not trying to possess you
    I just want to be in your heart
    Hold you when we are together
    Anticipate you when we are apart
    You are my ultimate aspiration
    I don't seek meaningless passion
    I just desire to gain your love
    As we embrace when it happens
    I want to love you without end
    I want to be a part of your world
    Embracing life as I breathe you in
    When you let desire finally unfurl
    Born out of a exquisite bouquet
    You are a rare flower to find
    No thorns to drive me away
    I need your rose to be mine
    No I don't seek to possess you
    I just want you close to me
    Frolicking in our passion
    Two lovers who are meant to be

    © 2013 Eddie Phillips


    Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:35am
  • Nightly subconscious worries flutter in the dark
    Whispers of financial ruin pull at my resting heart
    Maniacal government poachers, are looking for the quick kill
    Destroying innocent families, ignoring the blood they spill
    Property values are in the toilet, gas prices tip the scales
    Money is less and tighter; soon all our finances will fail

    Whatever happened to brotherhood?  
    When we looked to give others a hand

    Whatever happened to unity?
    We held each other so we all could stand

    I am simmering in my cauldron; my hope dies in the night
    With little faith to stoke my fire; I feel I am losing the light
    My children are hungry; I work hard but it’s never enough
    Obama's program gave me a cell; it keeps my family in touch
    Everyone is struggling; the countries dissidence is on the rise
    It seems Congress no longer cares if any of us survive

    Yet, I will not lose my hope in God; he has kept us all this time
    When prices go up and down he retains my peace of mind
    Somewhere in the bible it says: The Just shall live by faith!"
    I know this to be true; God has not taken us for sake
    So if brotherhood is gone and no one will lend a hand
    If the unity of man blows away like the fleeting sand
    Lean on the word of God, it is stronger then any man
    His mercy is dependable; with his power you can stand

    © 2013 Eddie Phillips


    Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:27am
  • I don't want to just survive
    I want to rise up and thrive
    I want to fly like a majestic eagle
    I want to soar and feel alive
    No mountain will be too high
    No valley will be too deep
    The depth won't steal my will
    I will reascend to the highest peak

    Nothing will tip me over
    No calamity will knock me down
    When my life is a circus
    I will glide above the clowns
    Survival is an anecdotal trick
    It only teaches you to withstand
    I want to be a over-comer
    So I can rewrite the plan

    No!  I never ever want to just survive
    I want to revel in God's glory
    I want to thrive and feel alive
    I will never take easy shelter
    I will soar above life's rain
    Above the clouds lies sunshine
    It lights the Heaven I seek to gain

    © 2013 Eddie Phillips


    Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:24am
  • They said Berry died...
    I don't know how to feel inside
    We rode together for over 2 years
    We shared stories and our lives

    Berry wasn't anything special
    To be honest, he was just like me
    He was just a simple ordinary soldier
    He believed in the land of the free

    When things got bad he pushed me
    Berry kept a lot of us alive
    Yet, he said he wasn't a hero
    He just wanted us all to survive

    I carried his bloody body
    I just wanted to get him back
    I watched as Doc treated him
    I saw all the wounds from the attack

    It was Berry's third tour over here
    Fighting in a cauldron of burning mess
    Watching madmen kill half the populace
    While we did our best to save the rest

    I will miss my good friend Berry
    Yet, I don't really have time to grieve
    We are rolling again this morning
    We have to chase down a few leads

    Everyone is achingly quiet
    The same thing is on all our minds
    Maybe we will be like Berry
    Shot down in our prime

    We can't afford much time to think about it
    There is still months left on our time
    All we can do is watch each others back
    Just like Berry once watched over mine.

    © 2013 Eddie Phillips


    Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:21am
  • You claim I get lost in the minutia
    So I capitulate to the way that you feel
    Then you discard the love I give freely
    Without a price tag you claim it is not real

    Your love is flauntingly ostentatious
    It is designed to show others that you care
    I was beguiled by your false dissimulation
    You show emotion only when others stare

    I have been living this lie of assimilation
    I have settled for your superficial froth
    While you claim I am blinded by the minutia
    Searching in vain for a love that is lost

    I need to find something real and pivotal
    I need a lover that will give me their all
    So whether it’s minute or prodigious in value
    They will offer real love when I call

    © 2013 Eddie Phillips


    Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:17am
  •  

    In the nullifying non-quantitative 
    That is where my thoughts always lay 
    Lost to my perennial insentience  
    I stoically saunter through my day 

    I don't have all the answers 
    To be honest, I don't even care 
    I live moment to moment
    I hardly notice time is there 

    I am content to be a nothing 
    Nothingness has no weight
    My emptiness has no conscious 
    So I have no trepidation about fate 

    No, I am happy to just breathe 
    Soon that too will go away 
    I will pass away without a care 
    Devoid of anything to impede my way  

    © 2013 Eddie Phillips


    Published: Jun 1 2014 - 6:11am

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