Faith Love Spiritual Belief's in Allah/Jesus

I cannot choose,
Being wife to one,
Mother to other,
I cannot choose.

Allah is a good husband,
As Jesus is a good son.
Torn between two Qurans cannot choose,
For I love them both.

StarLight so bright,
Different from others in sky light,
Golden color watches over me.

Noticed it on night of Karma,
Saw it go down as my life went down,
When i didn,t see it no more,

I met pure evil,
Not something I like,
Most of Islam our religion is safe,
Some are not.

The more I connect, the more I learn.
The more I wish I didn't, but I have,

If not excepted chaos breaks out,
Natural Disasters moreso,
If no tasks of First Angel completed,
Before given day.

You will know you hold the key,
Best not test them they await,

I am restricted from wearing a veil,
Restricted from communicating with other muslims,
Restricted from continuing my Path,
Due to non muslm family.

Restricted by Spiritual Therapist,

Many don't want Judgement year,
Why pray then, be like the rest,
And not care then.

You will repeat this life again, an again,
Nothing new except deja vu,

Why does it have to be another Muslim,
I am reading Quran soon will be done,
But I am Christian Muslim,
Reason is if they change a law,
Then Allah is chosen.

If they don't Jesus is chosen,

Roses for Love an Peace,
Many need them,
For pakistan too for many died due to a car bomb,
Roses an Blessings to them,
There Guardian Angel feels for them.

Roses for love an Peace,