Why do you hold so firmly to my heart
Your fingers cold bars of steel
Welded into my dying flesh
Constraining my breath
Suffocating me daily
You control my mind
Deceiving me into thinking
That your good and right for me
You deceive me i allow myself to be fooled
By your soft poisonous voice
That spit lies in my ears
lies of love and endearment
So why do i fall so willingly?

When I first met you I had no idea
how much my life was about to change
But then how could i have known?
A love like ours happens
Once in a lifetime
You were a miracle to me
The one who was everything
I had ever dreamed of
The one i thought only existed
In my imagination
You were my dreams creation
Then when you came into my life
i realized it did exist
And what i had always thought

Love was broken
Love was unfair
And it all was because
You were never there

The pain , the hurt, the reality of it all
As you stood there, and just watched me fall
Every drop, every cry, every sigh and tear
Happened because you were never there

My will, my work, my purpose in life
I never understood it at all
Because of the pain, heartbreak and strife

There's a time to work
A time to play
You sleep at night
then you move all day
But what do you do
While you are awake
Do you try something new?
Because life is what you make
It, you live love learn and laugh
take your stress and drama and cut it in half
Then deal with it piece by piece
you'll be shocked to see all the tension released
People come in to your life if only for a season

I was a silent murderer
But you've changed me very much
You've made me a bit more crazy
with every part of me you've crushed
You kept pushing me away
as if i were nothing more
You've killed me emotionally
but awakened the monster at my core
I've psyched out, lost my mind
you'll regret the pain you put me through
It's now You I'm after
now it's you who is going to get slewed.