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I love writing. No one knows that I write this kind of stuff. Pretty secretive.

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Poems and Quotes by secretive

I've Missed You

Ripped apart feels so wrong,
For each other we both long,
These feelings-we can’t continue to ignore,
So do we go back again and re-explore?

Many times we’ve been down this road,

I've Missed You

Ripped apart feels so wrong,
For each other we both long,
These feelings-we can’t continue to ignore,
So do we go back again and re-explore?

Many times we’ve been down this road,

Been Through

I can’t explain how I feel,
I’ve tried- I’m sure you doubt it’s real,
I’ve hurt you many times before,
I knew eventually you’d close the door.

I have no sadness or regret,

Pane

I am nothing more or less than a pane,
No matter what’s said I feel the same,
You can look past or right through,
It’s the same whichever you do.

A pane is my essential being,

My Hands are Bare

I’m sorry to say-my hands are bare,
You took everything that was once there,
With you-I have nothing else to share,
How much you’ve taken seems unfair.

There was so much I had to give,

Safely

Safely- I shut myself away,
Even though I’d enjoy the light of day,
I can’t enjoy one’s company,
For I do not seek their sympathy.

Safely- I stay locked in my room,
I lie in bed waiting for life to resume,
My eyes close as time drags along,
Sleep has escaped me for so long.

Safely- I wait for storms to slack,
Hoping for this pain to be taken back,
I want the stress of life to fade,

Remember Me

Our eyes met so bittersweet,
Your eyes swept me off my feet,
I’m not sure if you know my name,
If not- I feel exactly the same.

Sadly I don’t remember words spoke,
My thoughts with you seem to be broke,
I can’t even remember your name,
But only I am to blame.

It appears as though I’ve never cared,
I couldn’t focus- my thoughts ensnared,
For you I so much long to see,

You

My hand reaches to the sky,
Not quite grasping time gone by,
Hoping-praying for you someday,
To be with me in every way

I’m searching answers that can’t be found,
Making noises that won’t sound,
Without you- I’m a flame of pain,
Praying for you-my soothing rain

I lie awake in my bed,
Thoughts of you roam in my head,
I’d wish all of my days past,

Home

My hands quiver- my knees shake,
The earth slowly begins to quake,
No stable ground for me to stand,
No safe place for me to land.

Searching for something my own,
Can’t seem to find a place called home,
Like a rock floating down a rough stream,
Home is just a distant dream.

Looking deep into the starry night sky,
I wonder- does it know where thy fortunes lie,

Disorganized Mess

This world is confusing,

Life is a disorganized mess,
It doesn’t make much sense

I can’t express all this pain,
The worst part - I’m to blame,
Why should I be hurting so

I played with fire and got burned,
Misery found me- it’s now my turn,
This life we have is a hell,
Wake me up when it reaches end

These are broken walls I cannot mend,
I want to sit back and yell,

Lies

Mask against my face so hard,
So hard- it may leave me scarred,
Is this really who I am,
Have I really become this man

Hypocrisy- is that thy name,
If so- who is to blame,
Should I say society,
Or is it more likely me

Lies- lies are all around,
They build up and surround,
Lies- I just can’t seem to shake,
Soon I will most likely break

Truths bent- twisted every which way,

I Tell Myself

I tell myself-there’s nothing there,
I proceed with a daily affair,
My mind slowly lingers back to thee,
Does my heart know what I can’t see?

I tell myself-it doesn’t seem right,
Thoughts of you come without a fight,
Obviously there is something wrong,
Figuring it out shouldn’t take so long.

I tell myself- think things through,
But how much thinking can one do,

Hourglass

As the hourglass is turned,
I think of things I have not learned,
What will be left- I think with sigh,
Must I attempt to try?

Another grain of sand sinks below,
-What is there for me to show,
Still I tremble- fearing the dark,
Searching around for a single spark.

Sand continues to run and run,
-Sitting recounting deeds I’ve done,
Still I haven’t outgrown the fear,

Text

I get my phone and send a text,
Well-now what’s next,
I eagerly wait for a reply,
It’s taking long-I think with sigh

If it wasn’t sent to her,
The eagerness would not occur,
I wonder where is that reply,
She is ignoring-I think with sigh

Only a few minutes pass,
How those minutes seem to last,
I know she will not reply,
My day moves on-but still I sigh

Only for You

Only for you I’d lay down my life,
Take a wound from a knife,
I’d always put you first,
Even when I’m feeling my worst

Only for you I’d surrender my soul,
If it meant you feeling whole,
I’d walk more than a mere mile,
Even to see you a short while

Only for you I’d take away pain,
Even if my tears poured like rain,
I’d take you under my protective wing,

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Posts by secretive

Type Updated date Comments Last Postsort icon
Poem I've Missed You
Monday, 2010, November 22 - 10:13am
1 by Neverending Nig...
Nov 22 2010 - 4:57pm
Poem I've Missed You
Monday, 2010, November 22 - 10:13am
by secretive
Nov 22 2010 - 10:13am
Poem Been Through
Monday, 2010, September 27 - 3:26am
by secretive
Sep 27 2010 - 3:26am
Poem Pane
Monday, 2010, September 27 - 1:46am
by secretive
Sep 27 2010 - 1:46am
Poem My Hands are Bare
Sunday, 2010, September 19 - 3:14am
2 by secretive
Sep 19 2010 - 6:21pm
Poem Remember Me
Monday, 2010, July 12 - 9:47pm
2 by secretive
Sep 12 2010 - 2:52am
Poem Only for You
Wednesday, 2010, June 23 - 1:20am
2 by Cassiopea
Aug 25 2010 - 8:58am
Poem Safely
Monday, 2010, July 12 - 9:50pm
by secretive
Jul 12 2010 - 9:50pm
Poem You
Wednesday, 2010, June 23 - 1:27am
by secretive
Jun 23 2010 - 1:27am
Poem Home
Wednesday, 2010, June 23 - 1:27am
by secretive
Jun 23 2010 - 1:27am