end of misery...

Gets me high
Gets me low…
Colors zap in front
Eyes shut down
A sudden spurge of drunken drowsiness
Fills me…
I look around
Nothing stable
Nothing at place
It’s swinging…
So perplexing
Colors mingle
Sounds jingle…
A split develops in the ramparts
Reaching down and finally to me
I break into pieces
I shatter
Hands drop down
Peace flourishes
I am calmed
Everything slowly begins losing its color
Pale and cold
A seize of light-headed tranquility
I am dead…