I Fooled Myself

I tried to be a pretender
To made you believe that I already recovered
Assumed that I do not see you
Acted that I am not affected by your presence
I tried to close my heart for you
To heal all the wounds that I suffered
But then again, I failed for the second time
The absence of you each day made me incomplete
As I thought that the love was dead
But as I looked into your eyes again
It brought back all the memories when we’re together
For me, it was absolutely the happiest chapter of my life
It’s almost a year since I confessed my feelings
And it’s our last year to be together
Even though you already rejected me
And I must stay away from you now
But I rather stay near with you
Let me touch your hands for the last time
Give me the opportunity to take care of you
This is all I ask from you