Miles Apart

Miles apart,
Yet only feet away,
You somehow broke my heart,
It was all just a sick game you played.
A damaged man,
That looks oh so saveable,
But everything's an act,
And you were too unstable.

Miles apart,
I'm tired of this shit,
You think I broke your heart?
Far too young for a relationship?
You're still so young,
Desperately seeking what you always destroy,
You can't speak without notes on your tongue,
And I'm not just another little boy.

Miles apart,
But standing face to face,
Did you ever love me?
I see not a trace,
Of sorrow,
Of remorse,
I thought you were a prince,
But you're just a fool on a lame horse.

Miles apart,
How could I love you,
When I have no heart,
And you have two?
Is 19 too young to think?
Just a little girl, not my responsibility,
And I'm standing here on the brink,
Of my world so quickly crumbling.

Miles apart,
The only way to reach you,
A song about my broken heart,
And how I feel betrayed and used.
Reveal the piece of sleaze you are in full,
But when asked about it I'll deny,
You can push and scratch and pull,
And I'll come out the golden girl.

Miles apart,
How could you not know,
I'm masochistic, masojanistic,
Sometimes even quite an asshole?
Why is it my fault,
Our relationship ended?
Takes two to tango,
And your lack of innocence didn't end it.

Miles apart,
I should've known,
You'd steal my virtue,
Then ship me back home.
Too stupid to believe them,
When they said run,
I thought even very older men,
Still had a little good in them.

Miles apart,
You can't trust,
Me with fair lady's ugly heart,
I'll just inflict more pain like I must.
Why am I the only one,
That's taking any of the blame,
Sometimes relationships just don't work out,
And you had to agree to play my sick game.