Loneliness

I shouldn't be uttering those words, I miss you
I tried to accommodate you
But my heart was resisting and it wouldn't let you in
Such a strong coerce, I could only vision and feel you from a distance
Now I am broken, loneliness is the only thing I conceive
and it's alluring me to you
What a befall! How dear you, I question myself
He wasn't your flavor then
Why all of sudden he looks so good to you?
Stop blaming loneliness, money created this inclination
Incidents got me so stressed
I can't believe I got myself into this mess

I tell it to myself - money can't buy love
So it shouldn't have affected or finalized your decision
It only lingers for a little while, so are the feelings applied
in lowering that working progress
You control your dollars; you can't control me
You didn't consult me or try to console me
Now you are pretending like you're confounded; confute the matter
Who are you fooling? Now you want to play games with me!
The moment I got in, everything automatically changed
Hands off, I'm not settling for none of that
"Why are you leaving?"
I've had enough and I got what I deserved
Loneliness is mine all over again
Unless it is real love, determine to steal me away
I'm not giving up my heart or loneliness for nothing less

- By Stephanie McKenzie