The Outlaw Lover

During a long time I'm reaching for you ,
My gun and my tricks ain't sufficient for me to get through ,
Can't live my life alone , I feel like I'm wasting my time
The business' routine is killing me as it was a small crime
Destiny doesn't want you to be me , she's making me tough
Life's a bitch but honey I think I didn't pay her enough
Since the day I saw you I'm looking for you , everyday in these streets
I'm writing my love so fervently that my pen burns these sheets ,
I remember when I began to write , dreaming of the woman who could handle me
Years later I started to smoke , drink and now I don't care about whores who want me
Naive to suspicious , suspicious to paranoid , my whole body felt like an enormous void
Doubt is still in me as a parasite , I can't see the color of love for me it's all black and white ,
I drove in the city , looking for you like a mother for her little kid ,
Then I started to accelerate and almost finished as James Dean did ,
I discovered life is as a butterfly , fragile and short-lived , so i wonder
Why running after money , it doesn't make it being longer
Materialism isn't my favourite word , I'm young but my mind is old
And I learned to consider the most important things in the world
I have no trust in the politics since they got a selfish behaviour
Soft criminals , puppets in the hand of the Corruptor
They call me outlaw but I'm way far from these liars
In their world I feel like I'm a stranger
I used to have a complicated life , that's why I have no wife
But it's time for me to release my gun , ain't it fun ?
I told to a friend that I'll never stop my business until the end
But Gabriel was sent , God told me , my mistakes I have to mend ,
I gotta stop all this before it's too late , I gotta find you , my lovely mate ,
I swear it's not so hard to understand , so here I stand ,
You know that I'll never give it up , love steps up ,
My mind wakes up , so inspiration gets up ,
I could walk a thousand miles for you , just to prove this is true
I've already broke a thousand laws without you ,
But don't be feared , follow me , they won't have me ,
We will live together , so we'll be what we deserve to be.