Everything is a depression

Everything is depression

when i walk the streets i feel like i walk over glass
when I see women I feel a cancer in my heart
when I see children playing on the street I feel my genitals being crushed
when I drink liquids I feel acid burning down my throat
when I eat it feels like eating barbed wire
when I listen music my ears bleed
when I cry my tears burn
when I’m angry my teeth crack
when I’m happy I bite my tongue off
when I love, it feels like dying
after sex, I don’t take a smoke, I take anti depressants
when I get divorced I don’t cry I celebrate
when I love someone I feel like paying her for the whore she is
when I sleep I feel like lying in a coffin
every breath feels like my throat being scorched over and over again
life feels like bathing in a bath filled with razors and needles
love is a slow killing poison
friends are leeches
lovers are cold blooded assassin’s
children are vampires
and relatives are demons
kneel down and submit
accept and carry the burden
Life is depressing