"Ferrous" By Honcelita Marcelo

Everyone has something
The breaks, emphasis, the goal the pain.
Standing there is not that easy.
To wait, listen to uphold for one to gain.

Seeing how you prosper is such a pride
From the womb to the maneuvered flight
Weaving the odds solely for thy might
It's hard you see for all the blame is on me.

Difficulties are mine while the rest laughs
What you want I know isn't my turf.
But choice you have none For I am reality;
The terror, dictator-the villain of your sanity

Everyone has something--have the right to claim
That I tried to give with the bests of my aim.
Everyone has something but no one had tried
What this terror's heart have always cried.

Everyone has dreams but you did not see I have mine
Mine that I kept to give way to your fines
I have pain which I kept untouched
To bring you up deary refined as such

I am firm! yes I am-the cold hearted one you may say
"Behold the Curse" you say- that- tore my sole away.
But I have to be tough though I want to be low.
For I am wanted when needed-that I know.

But you see deary- I have none to speak
For you may think this terror is weak
Mine heart is solely burdened with pain
When the seed of my womb have strayed in vain.

It breaks me whence you humiliate yourself
Out of jealousy you have eluded simplicity
You have become of what the others wanted
Change that of what you are before you were created.

Everyone has something
Beyond doubts---good for nothing mom you may say
I have nothing but me as I was foretold.
You may want to break me but that's what I uphold

With all this deary --amidst my anger, I cried.
You created ill-thoughts more of my good side
Don't want you have the weariness I felt therein--
But only the truth of mine love for you within.