innocence lost

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hand pressed firmly against my mouth

He Stifled my fervent protests

He fondled my breasts clumsily

There wasnt a breeze strong enough

To cool the hot tears streaming down my cheeks

He stole me

My innocence

My inner sense

My sanctity

My chastity

Right there in the home i spent my first three years

My deepest fears were manifested

My faith tested

As he stole me

Couldnt look into his clear brown eyes

Because in them i saw my own

For some unknown reason i protected him

But what was left for me

After his thievery?

Nothing

He stole me

My essence, my prescence

My

Womanhood

How dare you take something from me

I have yet come to understand

Yet alone give to a man

You stole me

Pilfered the very thing

That as a woman should be cherished

Reserved for marriage

You took

Shook me to my core

Fucking thief

More was never enough

His sweat mixed with my tears dripped down my face

And erased my innocence

But never cooled my burning face

Nothing can replace what you removed from me

My purity

My

Private thing

That was never meant for you

How could you

Strike me for resisting

Bastard

Dastard hellion with eyes like mine

How could you

Do this to me

Then later ask me

To play silly childhood games

When you took mine away

Away

A

Wa

Y

From me

How could you

Do

This

To

Me

What you took could never be returned

Or refunded at any cost

Forever burned in my memory

My innocence lost

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by nebula7693·Jan 13, 2011

Even having had an experience much like the one depicted in your prose, I find myself at a loss for words. I mean, how does one respond to a poem like this?

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by TheRoqitChronicles·Jan 14, 2011

I feel there's no right or wrong response....things happen in our lives that hurt us, people hurt us, but its how we move on and become stronger that makes the difference...:-)